Jamie - here's why I believe in God. I grew up in "the Church", being told all the stories, etc, and it was good. It went We believed in faith in the same breath as children believed in Santa and the Easter Bunny, etc...and when we put the Easter Bunny aside as fable, we held on to God, because loss of belief was...well, "frowned upon", but it also, you know, endangered your eternal soul...so we didn't question it.
As I entered high school I started to meet non-believers that questions my faith, but I held fast, without really delving deep in to why. And then college...well, it pretty much shattered my faith and belief in God for a couple years. It did *not* make any sense...was kind of a ridiculous story....and then the more I studied in college, the more my faith returned.
Philosphy...Prime mover...Big Bang...I don't care how you think the universe came in to existence or what you call the process...but whether God "snapped" His fingers or uttered a Word, He brought it in to existence...that's the religious take. Science says, "Ahhh...that's a lot of guff...look at this data...see? There was something there...and infinitesimal bit of nothing that blew up on day for no reason we have figured out yet...and we don't know what was before it or why that stuff was holding together before it decided to blow up.." At best, this is a wash, a no win for either side...except really it points to God more than science...whether he be the Butler God with the White Beard watching over us, or some unrelatable, impersonal "thing", science does not dismiss him, and to me, Logic says something has to be there.
Beyond that, though I was an Electrical Engineer, I also studied anatomy and advanced physiology...getting down into exactly how the body works...chemical messengers, receptors, biological feedback control systems -- this incredibly complex body with all these extremely advanced control processes. Engineers had to solve the problem of how to send multiple messages down a single line...the body sends thousands, millions of messages *right now*...using chemicals and electricity and...and someone wants to tell me that somehow, in a universe where all we see in systems in decay, the wonder of the human body has defied everything else...that some minute spec of something one day *spontaneously* erupted with all the vital process of life (i.e. ability to consume food, ability to convert it to energy, the ability yo reproduce) and then this spec somehow kept *improving* while everything else decays...and it becomes man somewhere down the road.
Jamie...you are a broken man. Something went wrong, and you didn't get better...you broke and they ripped a part of you out. When genes fall out of place, babies are born defective, not better...yet somehow we are supposed to believe that from the prime mover...we accidently get this incredibly complex machine of man...
But then as an electrical engineer, I look at the perfection of creation...atomic structures that somehow...magically...stay together. "Spooky action at a distance" in the quantum world...so much perfect design, so unable to be comprehended...all just an accident?
I threw out my disbelief because it was easier to believe in God.
The book of Romans says that the glory of God is all around us to see, if you just look...and that is why all man is responsible to believe in God. Because it's obvious.
That was my journey from Easter Bunny faith, to no faith...and back to a real faith in a "creator".
Thought I'd share that.