I have of late used this thread to vent what some may see as "anti-religious" thoughts.
I would argue that they are not "anti-religious" per se, only anti-dogma. (Which, for those wondering, pits me against atheists and their ilk too.)
However I want to apologize, since I do realize it can be tiresome.
I want to explain the reason why though, so perhaps you can understand why I have been pestering you all.
This is basically the only place where I can express myself in that way. On the internet anyway.
My family is super religious. My aunt, uncle, cousins, mom and dad and grandmother are all very "strong" Christians. I was once like them, as some of you may know.
Thus, when I came to doubt and essentially stopped believing (in anything), I sensed it was not wise to inform them of that.
Call me a coward or whatever, but there is a reason, more than one reason:
My brother recently came out as homosexual. This shocked/devastated my parents (go figure) and my brother is openly NOT a Christian, though he lives at home with them.
So they basically live in constant "worry" and "pain" for him. Always praying for him etc. It's really sad. I noticed after he came out that they started paying a lot more attention to me.......... the "successful son."
Yes that is fucked up, I do not dispute that. I don't think they are doing intentionally though. It's not like they hate my brother now or anything.
But anyway I now feel more pressure to be their son that they didn't mess up on.
So I don't want them to know I'm not a virgin, or that I eschew Christianity as uninformed dogma, or that I am fairly liberal... or that I listen to gangsta rap... lol the list continues.
So this means that I can only talk about these things with my friends, my brother, or you.
Twitter and Facebook are out though, because my family is on Twitter and Facebook (sometimes, I think, just to keep tabs on me).
So that's why. Sorry. The reason I wrote this thread is because I was about to create a rant thread called "Just because there are a lot of earthquakes doesn't mean Jesus is coming," but I realized that was over the line lol. So I made this thread instead.
Hope no one is annoyed.