@Geofram:
Pain?
I LOVE English! (Why would I major in it and quopte it incessently otherwise?)
So I'm perfectly happy with all the textbooks...American Lit 1400-1865'll be dry for a bit, as first it's jsut an Iriquois creation myth--like I haven't heard enough of THOSE in my lifetime--and journals, but we'll reach Thoreau and Emerson and Melvill ena Poe in due time, and meanwhile the otehr three are a trio of awesome right now, right off the bat:
-Monday and Wedenesday mornings studying the Romantic poets and literary criticism (including, FIRST OFF, Samuel Johnson's criticism of...SHAKESPEARE! XD And upon hearing that, the core of six or eight or so who take all the same classes except Honors Shakespeare--the wusses took regular!--in English and are some of the few people who I'll actually regard as not being idiots offhand started laughting, the professor didn't know why...why WOULD the mention of a critique of Shakespeare with ME in the class be so funny, I wonder?) ;)
-Tuesday and Thursay afternoons studying the poetry of John Keats, his life, and its implementation into the film "Bright Star."
-Tuesday evenings, for three hours, with...HONORS SHAKESPEARE: TRAGEDIES AND HISTORIES! *Triumphant "Eugene Onegin Waltz music plays!* Though we start with the play I think is Shkapespeare's most OVERrated, easily--R&J. "Titus Andronicus" was crude in some areas, but I think it deserves a better reputation for what it started and laid precedent for with Shakespeare--a hero losing family members and seeking revenge, an old figure seeking retirement and getting stabbed in the back for it, questions of racism, a REALLY devious and plotting villain, forbidden love starts HERE first with Bassianus and Lavinia, who will go on to heavily influence Romeo and then Juliet AND Ophelia, respectively, feigning madness, a huge finale of death and revenge, adn so on--whereas R&J is the ONLY Shakespeare play with a PROLOGUE THAT GIVES AWAY THE ENTIRE PLOT! It sounds nice, but really...WHY? Small wonder why the Bard scrapped prologues after, though there's been some discussion as to whether the Prologue can even be his invention or if someone ele put it in, since while it does have a Shakespeare-caliber flow to it and IS a Shakespearean sonnet, to give away the play like that is so unlike him...but maybe I should save it for class? ;)
Actually, I'm miserable when I'm NOT in class...
If you read Sherlock Holmes, Watson often said Holmes would geet severely depressed and bored without a case--that's me without something new to read and analyze or some new insight on which to write.
To me, I'm not much for having kids and a wife, or really relationships at all...
I ahve my one thing that I can play ball with nearly anyone else with, and if I can't do that, life seems grey and dull, which is why I NEVER want to be left alive as a vegetable--if I can't read, write, talk, OR think, life's jsut not worth living PERIOD.
NOTHING comes before those four for me. :)