No, you won’t see once everyone else claims. You’ll see right the fuck now. I am giving you an entire 48 hour day to figure out what useful thing you want to pursue today and you are sitting here intending to waste all of our time being a moron about it instead of swallowing your pride and moving on, which is what town would do.
Especially so given your top scumread is supposedly Dream. Why is this anything other than an opportunity for you to pivot and spend time focusing on your top scumread?