MAFIA 75: TROUBLE AT THE PRECINCT [HIDDEN]

[President Eden]

well I am, as someone once said, “pocketed forever”

I know that wasn’t for me, Neon, but as an outsider struggling to sort you out, that was very helpful, and I appreciate your willingness to open up

[Princess Neon]

Would the town players prefer I sub out so that you can have someone who actually knows what they're doing and what questions to ask and isn't prone to all of my problematic tendencies?

or would that just confbias me as scum to everyone and it's just best for me to keep being clueless and untrusting of everyone?

Nobody is going to auto lim your slot just because you sub.

I don't really want you to end up detrimentally effecting your health for a game

I also don't want you to sub out if you want to play and your only subbing out because you think we want you to go away because that's simply not true

If you aren't AtEing than you probably need to sub for your own health but if you aren't AtEing you also need to know not I or anyone else thinks as poorly on you over this game as you think we do or think of yourself or whatever the fuck. And I get it because I fight these thoughts every fucking day of my life thanks to a myriad of mental disorders that make me very very depressed fill me with self hate and in the case of like all day today make me just like cry non stop for no reason

So if your being genuine I will apologize to you after the game...repeatedly. Regardless I don't think your a bad person... at all. I think you're probably a very cool person who outside of a game full of deception and lies I would genuinely enjoy talking to.

I think you're very similar to me... maybe to similar hell that may be why I'm scum reading you at all people tend to scum read those who remind them of themself in mafia. The only difference between what you've stayed here in thread that you feel and me is that I have mostly tried to stop being emotional in mafia threads despite how my emotions effect my Gameplay, because I play entirely based off emotion.

All of this to say. Don't fucking hurt yourself for a game. But don't think I or anyone else holds any negative thoughts about you as an individual person outside the game

And now that I've allowed myself to be vulnerable in a way I very much don't like to do *disappears in a cloud of smoke*

I come from a mystery and puzzle solving background, so thankfully while emotion makes me aggressive and tempremental, I typically try to base stances on facts rather than feelings. I"m bad at interpreting the facts. My reluctance to commit hard to any stance of guilt is because I'm having difficulty finding objective facts in the subjective viewpoints and opinions. (my reluctance to commit to any stance of innocence is because I'm just relucatnat to trust others)

Also, exiting won't reaely help me. I can be set off in casual conversation and contexts for innocuous things. So exiting won't really do anything for my mental health except change where I have these episodes and who is experiencing them.

I'll try my best not to do the things that escalate these arguments needlessly, like when I actually did flag my post to the admins for malicious abusive content.

<3 just be you Rumi. It's mafia everyone plays different and everyone's style has merits no matter what other people tell you. Don't quit if you want to be here nobody wants you to leave.

[Rumi Tobari]

well I am, as someone once said, “pocketed forever”

I know that wasn’t for me, Neon, but as an outsider struggling to sort you out, that was very helpful, and I appreciate your willingness to open up

It does put alot of Neon's behaviors under a very personally familiar filter that I can identify with. This said, I'm less inclined than you to say "100% town", but that's because even while I sympathize and completely understand where Neon is coming from on a personal level, I'm not willing to clear on that alone.

This said, I will filter further observations and interactions with Neon through this lens of understanding instead of just assuming that there's maliciousness in the confrontation and defensiveness.

[Princess Neon]

well I am, as someone once said, “pocketed forever”

I know that wasn’t for me, Neon, but as an outsider struggling to sort you out, that was very helpful, and I appreciate your willingness to open up

I hated every fucking second of it...

I'm going to try to go sleep my boyfriend has been pestering me to lay down with him for like... since 8 AM.

Thanks <3 don't read alignment into my honesty...I'd do that regardless of alignment if I thought it would help someone... genuinely.

In another game someone told me that they were mad at me because they thought my attempt to help them with their self doing was an attempt to pocket them and they only believed it was genuine when I flipped town. I just want to make it known...it's NAI and very real and I would prefer to not be read based on my...emotional vulnerability. But if it helps you read my actual content on the game In cool work you using it for that.

[Chaqa]

Top 10 Anime Betrayals

##VOTE Bonatogether

You may not betray the voting bloc!

[Rumi Tobari]

wait, I'm still self voted.
##unvote

[Princess Neon]

Holy fuck my phone butchered like 5 words in that.

Thx auto correct lol

[BesharamSabi]

Hi I'm here and zero energy. Rip dargo.

Ama

[Rumi Tobari]

Holy fuck my phone butchered like 5 words in that.

Thx auto correct lol

This is why I use click-to-autocomplete on my phone and leave autocorrect disabled.

[snowy801]

wholesome webdip moments compilation

except it's just this and it's two new people from other communities

[President Eden]

I’ll explain when I’m back but while I’m sure you’re capable of being genuine as mafia, in this case I thought the shift I perceived (maybe wrongly) was disingenuous, which is why I was a lot more skeptical and inquiring today. But my concerns are alleviated

[Rumi Tobari]

Also, while trying to reevaluate who is and isn't scum is important, I think it might be just important to go back and check everything drag said to see if the PR NK is coincidence, or indicated in something he said.

[President Eden]

wholesome webdip moments compilation

except it's just this and it's two new people from other communities

Hey, lfischl’s vig shot and message to Bona was A+ wholesome

[snowy801]

wholesome webdip moments compilation

except it's just this and it's two new people from other communities

Hey, lfischl’s vig shot and message to Bona was A+ wholesome

x

[snowy801]

You can't make me believe lfischl posted something

[President Eden]

You can’t make me believe lfischl posted something

you literally reacted to it you potato monkey

bona I caught scum :D

[Jamiet99uk]

I think this means Vecna must be scum

Why?

[Jamiet99uk]

I'm not going to lie I have no idea what the florist does

From context I kinda assumed it's a fruit vendor

It's a Fruit Vendor with a one-shot chance to verify someone's Peek Claim.

[Bonatogether]

To be fair I've openly acknowledged my lock clear isn't a lock clear anymore. And tbf I think it is a tunnel and will continue to be a tunnel. I think the basis of their suspicion on Sabi is disingenuous, I think they have repeatedly used language that attempts to push a narrative that doesn't exist since your so big on what the words mean at face value and not reading the intent behind them.

Holy shit. AM I ALLOWED TO FUCKING BE WRONG?

I Get it. I am not allowed to have opinions. From now on. You tell me how to vote for and I'll do it. Done.

I'm trying very very hard not to scum read the constant AtE... I'm trying very very hard to grapple with the fact that my town clear was heavily based on the constant AtE...

being honking mad is a towntell imo

[Bonatogether]

To be fair I've openly acknowledged my lock clear isn't a lock clear anymore. And tbf I think it is a tunnel and will continue to be a tunnel. I think the basis of their suspicion on Sabi is disingenuous, I think they have repeatedly used language that attempts to push a narrative that doesn't exist since your so big on what the words mean at face value and not reading the intent behind them.

Holy shit. AM I ALLOWED TO FUCKING BE WRONG?

I Get it. I am not allowed to have opinions. From now on. You tell me how to vote for and I'll do it. Done.

I'm trying very very hard not to scum read the constant AtE... I'm trying very very hard to grapple with the fact that my town clear was heavily based on the constant AtE...

being honking mad is a towntell imo