part of me is excited to not have to think about this anymore and I will be relieved to have the time and mental space back but I also feel an extreme need to contribute as much as I can for as long as I can in the game. I do feel myself becoming less engaged, especially as important life events are happening. But I also was really looking forward to being in the endgame of this one and having more of an impact. Like I said in godthread submission, being voted out feels like the ultimate failure and therefore means I objectively played bad, so I don't want that to happen.
Just to be absolutely clear here; being voted out is not an indictment on your skills as a mafia player. Lets just say for a moment that you are a vanilla town here and you actually are innocent. You did everything you could to fight for your right to a fair process. No one is going to say you messed up. If you are town the things that you did on day 1 and day 2 are inadvertant and unfortunate.
If you are scum like I think you are the things you did on day 1 and 2 were conscious pro scum moves which helped your team hold its position as long as possible. It was a uphill grind and you did as good as anyone ive ever seen at pushing the thin red line as far as possible. You have no fualt in failing to save your team. You have played just fine and this will be a solid experience that helps you appreciate how much fun it is to be town and how grinding it can be to be scum on webdip.
In sum your team faced a very potent town team that only tore itself apart one day out of five. And on day 4 when town was arguing and things were contentious you manufactured an extra daykill on someone who had cased you two phases prior.
You were opportunistic and an absolute asset to scum. you fought hard and used every lawful tactic to stay alive and to further chances of an actual endgame.
gg buddy. keep improving at scum. and do not ever take advice on how to play as scum on webdip from me. enjoy the day I roll scum and you get to catch me easily. Im just really bad as scum